I am 31 years old. I am married and have 2 beautiful children, ages 6 and 2. They are the loves of my life and one of the biggest reason for me getting on this journey. I want to have more energy to play with them and live a long and happy life. I will introduce you to them down the road a bit. Right now I need to focus on me and put a lot of my energy into me.

I allowed myself to diappear into a body I hate, and I want back out. It took me 10 years to get here, but I plan on breaking out much sooner than that.

It has been a very long time since I have seen a photo of me, and when I did I sat and cried. I never thougth I would allow myself to get to this point. I am very ashamed of myself, and this is my way of releasing, to share my experience with the whole world. To be accountable to everyone for what I do.

Growing up, I was a role model for many different people, and somewhere along the way I lost site of everything I believed in and loved. I will make it back to that person, the person I loved very much. I remember someone once telling me, if you can not love yourself,1- you can not accept love from anyone else, and 2-you can not show love to anyone else. My children are my world and I want them to grow up being loved by their mother. This I will be sure they do!!

I am currently working from my home for a company called southcarolina.com selling web real estate. This keeps me busy at night on the computer and also at times leaves me very frustrated.